Update!

Where do I even begin? It's been two years, two months, and seventeen days since my last post. Wow! Where did the time go? A lot has changed since then, I feel like I have matured and grew up in a way.

Job: I've landed my dream job (what I thought would be my dream job)! I am currently the Information Technology Specialist (IT Systems Administrator) at a small school, it's really been a challenge and definitely has been a learning experience. It has really forced me to mature, being 22 at the time I felt like no one really took me seriously. I felt very intimated by all the administrators, it seems as though I have gained their trust. After a year and a half of doing this it has occurred to me that this isn't really the direction I what to go with my career, I really want to go back to school and study sports medicine.

Relationships: Where do I begin? Ha, we'll right now I'm single! Yay! =] it's been difficult juggling work and a long distant relationship :( I did have a great time with my ex, I think the problem was we rushed through everything, I've had a chance to get to know him a few months before we made it official, a month later I had to leave him for a very huge job opportunity, we stay together for 6 months after but then decided it wasn't fair for the two of us to stay together when we ever hardly had the time for each other. I promised myself that I would never do Long Distant Relationship again. But there's this one guy that I am really falling for! At times I don't know weather it's all real? I do get mixed feelings? I have to be honest I get really scared talking to him. I don't know why? I shouldn't be. I guess will just have to let time take its course and see how this plays out ;) Sorry I haven't voxed yet I will soon [=

Friends: I've made some amazing new friends and lost a few over the past two years. Lets just say i now know who my true friends really are. I would just like to thank you all for all the amazing memories I've had shared with you all. Last month I've lost a good friend from middle school which was so shocking, I still can't believe he is gone :( I do wish his family all the best.

Family: As my little cousin would say "Fucked Up". My family has seem to fall apart since my grandma and aunt died a few years ago, I have not really spent time with the family since then, slowly we all have been avoiding each other, recently my other aunt has started working with me (same employer, same department) haha go figure ("It's not what you know it's who you know" here on the rez) we both have the same supervisor, which still boggles my mind how they put IT under Finance/Business. I have to admit I did miss her. My uncles on the other hand, well I don't know how there're doing, but I have seen them here and there which tells me they are fine. My sister had a baby boy! We still talk and keep in touch. As for my brother? I have no fucking idea what he's doing? I really honestly don't give a shit either? Does that make me a bad person? I still have not forgiven him, there's still hope I guess.

Health: ugh, I honestly hate not knowing what's going on with me at times, I have been told that my kidneys are normal but might be failing? WTF? Never again going to IHS, so far I've been doing good. I have not notice anything unusual since my last case of symptoms. The past month or so I have experienced a wrist sprain, finger dislocation, and now a really bad ear ache =[ I really hope I don't come down with a fever or cold. I've also stopped drinking! Been sober since New Years! I feel really focused and really energetic since, it really wasn't a New Years Resolution, but I did lose a friend which he was probably the cause of my partying ways. I am also going to start Insanity next week!!!!!  Hopefully I can finish the program, I bought the DVDs last year and did 5 weeks of it. I've stopped cause of work and travel.

Other: Well this year I plan go back to school get my Bachelors in Systems Administration also start classes in Sports Medicine.  As for my current job, I honestly don't know yet, if they decided to renew my contract I'm going have to really think about it.  I do need the money.  It all depends.

That's all I have to say for now, until next time. =)